Remain(s)

remain: (verb) continue to exist, especially after other similar or related people or things have ceased to exist; stay in the place that one has been occupying; continue to possess a particular quality or fulfill a particular role; be left over after others or other parts have been completed, used, or dealt with

remains: (noun) the parts left over after other parts have been removed, used, or destroyed; historical or archaeological relics; a person's body after death

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"What Belongs In My Old Life"

Fat Girl
never feeling
enough
left loathing
and hating yourself
squashing feeling
stuffing anger
disconnecting your body
from your mind,
from your wants,
from desires,
you did not
'ask for it'
yet you keep taking it
like candy from
a broken machine
your unspoken
speaks at bedtime, so
expect bad sleep and
hurt
assume you 'bother'
think death is better because
it is
time
to kill off judgement,
indecision,
and the mute
step stones
'till the remains
from the old life
are your spoken
truth and your story
taken and kindness
embeds inside
this fat girl losing
her weight
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